SELF AWARENESS
Self Awareness: Illuminating Light
J. Monique Gambles, LMFT
08 April 2024
Anyone who knows me knows that I am a believer in karma. But only a few know that I believe in Ase’ or Ache’, depending on your roots. Some people are more fortunate than others because they have a substantial amount of Ache’ reserved based on the good deeds they have done and continue to do. Essentially, their path is to do good for others no matter where they are or with whom. It’s just in them. Their Ache’ continues to be replenished.
Some may call this group lightworkers or define them as people who go about life and bring harmony and good to those they encounter. And they do so without the expectation of anything in return. While I believe God has gifted everyone with something, this group is more attuned and shines differently. They go into dark places, illuminating light, and pull people out of the darkness when they are off their journeys. That’s why the term lightworker is so fitting. However, there is an online community regarding this, and I suggest you follow your inner being before believing in something because someone said it. Don’t we all want to be magical? Special?
The work of lightworkers is essential even though the laborers are few. Being in the light, you don’t always receive what you’ve given. It’s a constant imbalance. That’s because you restore balance while those who oppose you work against your light. Our rewards return to us as favor, —unexplained favor. Promotion to positions that may seem like we are underqualified for. They find us because we have been assigned a powerful individual who will need us. Or they may be assigned during parts of the journey. Things make more sense when we can accept our positions and prominence in the natural order of life. Things happen for us, not to us. Darkness will always seek to destroy us or diminish our light. But if you know, then you know how the story ends.
Fake friends will be plentiful. Distractions too. But you will know those who are for you based on their actions. Their words and actions won’t line up. Light attracts dark for only one reason and one reason only—to take you off your path.
Katt Williams recently said something that some folks probably missed. But he understands his assignment. He said, “It’s God’s side. And the other side.” I didn’t listen to the entire interview—but strangely enough, I heard that statement. For as long as I can remember, I knew it was two sides to the divine order. Good versus evil. Which is why I struggled with Christianity—how can Christians be evil? Divide. Hold others back. Lie. Well, for one, they aren’t perfect. But even in their imperfections as believers, they should recognize darkness versus the light. To demonize people based on the choice to break them for capital gain is evil. There is no other way to spin it. So, hear me when I say, yes, I am a believer, born again, and saved, and a child of God—call it what you want, but it is the relationship that I have with God rather than a religion I follow that supports evil deeds.
I’ve met or encountered more so-called Christians who are wicked than non-believers. Some of these Christians know all the scriptures for any and everything. But they refuse to be accountable for their choices. They are lazy. They steal ideas. They spread rumors and can be some of the biggest gossipers. If you studied demonic spirits, you would notice that some Christians are under demonic influence, and they don’t even know it. Some do know, but for capital gains, they do not care. They try to use things like homosexuality to distract us when they cheat on their heterosexual partners or engage in homosexual acts themselves. Now, it’s abortions. While they are in bed with their mistress, they are impregnated. These women are forced to raise fatherless children to protect the reputations of corrupt individuals. Some women know this and support it, which may or may not be a challenge for them.
Yes, there are two sides to this life. If you walk in the light, expect to experience difficulties, setbacks, and defeats. You were created for a higher purpose by a higher force. Sometimes, we are in dark places to be a light people can understand and to remind others there of theirs.